hmmm... very lazy to blog these days...
worked 3 days at great world city selling toys n gifts.....12 hrs a day, $4 an hour.... 1/2 hr meal breaks upon spontaneous requests... almost sucked me dry of life man..... i would squeeze out a smile with snobbish, rude, demanding tai tais. Now i know why the service industry is such a tough ground. rich tai tais, expats aside, the toddlers were so adorable, albeit a little mischievous. yeah, so geraldine brought up to the boss that we wanted to quit, n i seriously felt like i'm a spoilt kid who can't take hardship, but that's not the pt. money is v important.

Monday:
slacked at home for the first time in months den went out to eastpoint for squad dinner cum send yuelin off for ns dinner. wow..... quite alot of ppl who usually dun turn up for outings turned up... was very happy to see my squadmates all well n fine.... had dinner at jack's place... nice ambience, nice food. after dinner was pool session at tampines... wow.... the last time so many of us went pool together was during our np days, when we chiong bedok after activities... haha... it was a fun 2 or 3 hrs even though my pool sux.... after all the guys book into tekong n find girlfriends, i really wonder when will the next outing be...............

Today:
I'm jobless n i money, so went with mok to find job at job agency. actually any job will suit me fine as long as i dun hafta approach ppl on the streets or work like a donkey for measly pay. yup, so hopefully can find a job soon lor... den to satisfy my dear Mok's craving for xiao long bao, we went to taka fei cui for la mian n xiao long bao.... kao..... ate until i got stomachache.... maybe cos too much vinegar...... den went around shopping n its quite disappointing la.... cos so many shops are selling winter clothings n dresses which i have no use for.... ohhh wonder if u walked by the photo exhibits outside borders? i think they're fantastic lor..... the panoramic bird's eye view of earth's landscape not only shows us nature's wonders but also what humanity n urbanization has grossly changed the face of earth.... now i really wonder how long earth can sustain us all....
ard 2 pm, met up with eve, eileen, leekai, eric n milly for harry potter. the show was nubbad la..... wonder who can lend me the storybook to read leh..... can you? haha.....
after the show, went to topman to help leekai find prom shirt....we were so enthu n fate has it that we found one that suit him very quickly..... i was quite surprised that he was so willing to try styles that he would never imagine n b willing to spend the money on shirts... den proceeded to G2000 to see eric's stuff... dots... i've never seen 4 girls accompanying a guy to buy his shirt lor...... haiz..... den the bad thing happened. we went to crystal jade.... for me..... AGAIN..... SIGH.....but nvm lar..... since the needs of the minority can never be met.... haha... kane n taige joined us later... once again, we pissed crystal jade staff by digging out loose coins... haha..... feeling full, we went out to take photos lorz..... but honestly ah.... i think every year christmas lightings are more or less the same la.... but.... bright lights along the streets always make me feel happy.

IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER

after months of pure agony, relentless mugging, infinite hours of sleep deprived from me, it's over. Today was bio MCQ, which marked the end to my A levels ordeal. Yes, its an ordeal, no less. I did the paper with such happiness and bliss, i finished way before time was up... how i wish this was the case for the other papers... but well, it's over! Now i shall wait for my results...

And so i left all that i have worked so hard for behind and was soon town-bound. me, milly, eileen qiuting n evelyn went to K box to let out all the stress but WTH... cinei K box stuff SUCKX big time lor... what kind of attitude are they dishing out to their customers man( esp those in sch uniform) . We went to the upstairs K box(if ya know what i mean) n asked if they could let us in for K lunch cos it showed 11 am on all our watch faces. then that bloody girl said " my clock not 11 yet" in such a curt manner i could have slapped her if not for my good mood. n their rooms and system are pathetic. the food was worse! their sushi set lunch is from suki sushi... n their sushi was an insult to sushi..... oh well....

den we headed to far east to walk around . this damn shop at level one has an old hag who's a real blob of crap... my fren was jus looking at a dress n she said" this dress is too small for u" n SNATChed it away.... KAO like ur lousy n expensive is so popular lor..... i hope ur shop kenna burnt down.... well on 2nd thoughts.... i shan't be mean......cos i believe in retribution....

den me qiuting n milly took the train home. den on the train was another idiot who somehow discriminates students... damn her..... u see, the train was crowded..... n u noe how awful it can be.... for everyone..... den i heard the idiotic woman talk on the phone..." the train is blloody smelly lar.... n i can't move.....its so crowded n i'm surrounded by students" aY HELLO if u think we stink den say so....... although i think ur nostrils are probably whats so smelly... we bath n put on deo religiously for goodness sake, KAO.....

but to end off my day decently, i bought my digicam finally!!! MY BABY!!! haha.... digicams may be nth much to u who has had one or more a long time ago..... but my baby..... is the result of hard-saved money!

Hoping the feeling of emptiness doesn't drop by too often!

pure torture

goSH.... A levels n O levels are so different in terms of standards...and to exacerbate matters, this yr's papers were much more difficult than all the previous years....
bio was quite ok but i was totally pissed cos not a single kidney question was asked... n i spent hell lot of time on kidney... DAMN... n all the questions had heavy weightage.... its like quite dumb... no wonder hc ppl score well in bio... cos hc marking is one point half a mark... A lvls? i guess the marks awarded is twice that... hopefully~
then maths...... KAO.... paper one was ok... den paper 2 was like SHIT..... i did like almost ten yrs' worth of paper 2s n all were so simple.... budden this yr ah....kao... the qns were so convoluted n indirect n DUNNO what the hell they asking lar! kao..... now i'm seriously fretting!
GP was ok la.... except the chief examiner KU Ku one.... ask us to start when there were only fulscap n cover page on our tables...... what a time for blunders like this!!! could have affected ppl's mood lor!!! at least my kind of question came out.... "There's no such thing as luck. Ppl determine their own lives" do you agree? hmm this kinda qn no need much to gobble up all those wads of notes...... haha..... jus CRAP n hopefully the cambridge markers are impressed.. compre was ok too... at least there's only one passage n that means more focus.... the qns were ok too.....

hAis.... 4 more papers for me to do only..... over 2 weeks sommore.... perhaps thats the only good thing abt taking 3 sub.... hAIsz....budden ah...... if ani one of my sub CMI hor... den i think i'm a goner........ so to everyone who still having papers esp those chem econs phy ppl...... jIA yoU!

life sucks

yeah life now sucks like hell.... its mugging n more mugging... like what mok says, different day same shit.... dots lorz... waking up at 8 am, breakfast, mug, lunch, mug, dinner, mug, den doze off.. n its t shirt n shorts, shorts n t shirt... sometimes till the point where i dun see the point in bathing...... haha~~~ sian.... but bathing is GOOD... cos u can't mug while bathing... but den again..... nvm.....

n yes.... i'm beginning to HATE birds... why the hell must they fly above ur heads n spread the freaking flu??? siGh.... but den again, its nature. arh.....freak them feathery counterparts.

i HATE myself now.....so haggard n unhealthy n cooped up n laden with milk..... erm no.... information..... aRghz.... i'm not talking sense at all...

sigh..... no point wasting my time wallowing in self pity..... cos a lot of ppl are in the same state as me..... but HAH~ in less than 1 month's time, i'll be embracing freedom n life again! adieu! thou evil stacks of notes that hath brought upon me poor soul endless sorrow n misery!!!! haha~