A level results 1.3.2006

my heart was pounding away at one moment and wrenching itself at another however much i denied that i was OK, not afraid, not nervous. CRAP.

the last day of feb was spent at Mok's house with peilin. we were all trying to get our minds off the results that were going to be released on 1st march. naive idea. the morning of 1st march was filled with terror.

When milly, eve, eileen,peilin,qiuting n me reached HC, we saw the board where the sch's stats were pasted. CRAP. i'm not gonna be part of the % which spells good news. that's it. i'm done for. the principal's address was full of delight n joy with so many Hwachongians producing sterling results, i was was miserable. then, it was off to collect that one result slip that is mine, among so many others. well, all i can say is that i was in shock n disbelief n my worries were dispelled. almost all of mi frens did really well too, n what i saw were tears of joy. what more can i ask for?

Everything happens for a reason. But what happens of the decision i make? I'm still clueless.